This is how a silhouette may look.
And as for the word quarry, this word actually has miscellaneous meanings but the sense I am using it in is: an object of pursuit.
This has been a highly personal experience for so long but I decided to not keep it within anymore. Its been 7 years since I am trying to find the meanings of the terms soul-mate and soul-sister and any other bond that include the word 'soul' in it. A soul is obviously something invisible but the most queer thing about it is that we all somehow feel the presence of this sprite-like thing inside us.
And so it happened to me in these seven years, I met two most influential persons in my life. One for real and the other -well, it was a character created by my own mind. I found them both influential because I was a teen, I was enthusiastic, I was ambitious, I was attracted toward the people who shared my interests or at least possessed those attributes that I myself lacked and wanted to have. Last but not the least, I also had a germ to get everything that I feel like getting. I thought it was possible and easy because I was determined. But what I didn't realize then was that I am a human (like everybody else is) and humans are impotent (powerless)!
So coming to those two persons (whose names it would be better not to publicize- we better call the first character 'silhouette'), with whom I felt a connection to the soul. The first one 'was' actually a silhouette or may be it had been more closer to me but I never paid enough attention to witness it in 'light'. Here, the 'light' refer to a light of divinity- that guides you what is right or wrong or what should be paid attention to (that can be of your interest in the future) and what should be ignored.
And so as I said earlier, I never paid attention to it in right time but when I realized that this silhouette was attracted towards me and that I better respond to it, it was too late. So, keeping in mind to "never give up", I tried to get acquainted with Silhouette myself. This time, my test had begun. It took me only few months to realize that in life, we ought to better deal and respond to the people that like/love us instead of lamenting for those we lost or could never get but this Silhouette made me come to my knees in the next 3 years proving my theory wrong. I tried to remember what so bad did I do to that Silhouette that it was teasing me like this and I recollected that I had been quite rude once in rolling my eyes on to it. I laughed out loud at this recollection! And so I didn't come to know when exactly did I start to fantasize the Silhouette... I was so in with it. I began to do things that you've only heard maniacs and cynics doing. Laughed while crying, cried while laughing, scratched nails onto skin, dialed only 'a' number while calling anybody without any intention to dial it etc but guess what, I was still being ignored by the Silhouette...
Keep in mind that whilst all this was happening, I was in my early teens. The Silhouette was stone-hearted.
High school was over. And I had a new life to look forward to... But this childish character hadn't left me yet.
(the rest of the spiel would be included in the second part and not to mention - the second influential being is still to come) :}
To Be Continued.
